Showing posts with label child soldiers. Show all posts
Showing posts with label child soldiers. Show all posts

Sunday, April 04, 2010

tales out of africa


I took Greg's suit and dress shirt to the cleaners yesterday. Even though he'd only worn the shirt twice, the collar was deeply stained by his sweat and the red African earth.

"Hmmm, we don't have much luck removing spray-on tan," the owner clucked, shaking his head over the soiled collar.

"It's not spray-on tan," I assured him. "Just good old African dirt."

"We don't see much of that here," he replied, peering at the rumpled garment with a little more enthusiasm. "Let's see what we can do . . ."


Just as the African dirt clings to our clothing, the memories of Africa stick close to our hearts. I've written about the exotic tapestry of sights and sounds and smells we encountered on our brief visit. But I have yet to tell you the unforgettable stories we heard.

They were tragic tales for the most part. Children orphaned by AIDs or war. Boys and girls abducted from their peaceful villages and forced into a demonic army led by an insane commander. Young adults who survived their captivity by numbing their hearts and minds and becoming ruthless killers themselves.

I don't have the time--or the heart--to tell you all the stories. But here are a few that haunt me. One little girl, who now lives at the Uganda Jesus Village in Kampala, was abducted along with her family by the LRA (the Lord's Resistance Army, led by Joseph Kony). At age five, she was forced to watch as the rebels--some not much older than she was--chopped her mother into pieces with machetes. Her captors made her gather up the severed body parts and pile them in a wheelbarrow. She was then ordered to bury her mother's bloody remains in the jungle.

You can only wonder what she dreams about at night . . .

And then there's Jennifer. Jennifer (who oversees the UJV with her husband, Cameron) lost both her parents to the rebels and was kidnapped herself when she was nine. She quickly learned that to survive, she had to be more arrogant and ruthless than the other kids. That little nine-year-old girl, who'd grown up in a loving and educated family, soon figured out that she had to kill or be killed.

After enduring the horrors of the rebel camp for a year, Jennifer and about 20 other girls tried to escape. That tale in itself is harrowing; at one point the girls (now only a handful) were recaptured by a neighboring band of LRA soldiers. They radioed the camp the girls had escaped from and were told to keep the children alive and return them. They would be used as an "object lesson" to encourage the other children in the camp not to try and escape.

Because she'd witnessed it before, Jennifer knew exactly what that gruesome lesson entailed. Each runaway would be slowly hacked into pieces with an axe--starting with their hands and feet and ending with decapitation. Unable to sleep that night, Jennifer--with bound hands and feet--slowly inched her way into the dense jungle and was followed by the other captives. They struggled silently through the thorny underbrush, painfully crawling on their knees and elbows for many hours. Then Jennifer cut her ropes using sharp rocks and set the other girls free as well.

They had several more brushes with LRA and death before they reached safety and eventually returned to what was left of their villages. She was raised by relatives and World Vision played a major role in her restoration and education.

Fifteen years later, Jennifer is finally able to talk about her hellish experience in the rebel's camp.

She told me that sharing her story with the UJV kids has been a big part of her healing process--and I know Jennifer plays a huge role in their redemption. She understands the despair of their past but offers them hope for the future.

"You have to have hope," she often told me.

I wish you could meet Jennifer. She is beautiful and funny and filled with the love of Christ. There's not a trace of bitterness in her; she forgave her tormentors a long time ago. She's a walking example of someone who has allowed the joy of the Lord to be her strength.

To know more about UJV, visit their website.

And yes, those are pictures of Candyce and her team on the home page :)

Sunday, February 21, 2010

you have redeemed my soul


I am almost finished reading a book that I cannot recommend. Seriously, I am still having nightmares from the horrific violence. "A Long Way Gone," by Ishmael Beah, is the first-hand account of a young boy's experience as a child soldier.

I admit I skipped over the more graphic parts of the book, where Ishmael describes the brutality he witnessed and experienced in unflinching detail. But I felt compelled to read his story that I might better understand the children my daughter Candyce works with--and loves--in Africa.

It was hard to wrap my cultured, american mind around the raw acts of savagery described. My stomach churched, I wept aloud, I sighed with relief when Ishmael finally found sanctuary. I was very glad to read of his redemption.

But I felt like I'd eaten some forbidden fruit and my eyes were now wide open to the terrible plight of these children. And that knowledge overwhelmed me--what could I do that could possibly make a difference in their lives?

Interestingly, I heard that same question asked yesterday as I sat around the table with six amazing missionaries, fresh from their outreach in Africa. And these weren't just any missionaries--these young men and women just spent 10 weeks serving with my daughter! They came to Portland to share their pictures, stories and love of Candyce with us--what a blessed time it was!

One of the young men talked about ministering in a prison to former child soldiers. Zak admitted that he felt overwhelmed. That he had nothing to offer. That the childrens' wounds were too deep for him to heal. But then he realized that, even though he had nothing to give, he brought Jesus to these children. And in Jesus, they had access to everything they really needed.

So Zak and the others freely gave those children the love and hope of Christ. And the process of redemption began in many of those broken, young hearts.


I went to church this morning, still thinking about the team's stories and wondering if I could ever be a part of this redemptive tale. During worship, I began to weep over the children I'd just heard about. The words of the worship song we were singing became my prayer, my tears watering the seeds of hope and love that had been so recently planted:

"You have redeemed my soul from the pit of emptiness,
You have redeemed my soul from death"


Prayer might be my only role in these children's lives--but it might also just be the first step. My eyes have been opened and my heart has been changed, forever.

That's why I can't recommend that you read such a dangerous book . . .